I have been denied any documented reasoning for my involuntary captivity, let alone a valid one. I have yet to be presented documentation regarding my health status or the length of my stay.
A real doctor, my psychiatrist still has NOT SPOKEN TO ME, since the 10 minutes the first day I arrived. I do not want to talk to a fucking nurse or a fucking student. I have not been shown why I am being held, nor given information for how long. They are telling me I have one single symptom, which is fear of what the foreign bodies are inside of me are, which are reproducible scientifically. I have yet to be granted proper information regarding my appeal. I have not been granted a second opinion.
I am completely able to live well in my environment, and I have positive and enriching associations in my life. Also, my hygiene, and apartment, and mental health are great, and are better than they ever were in the USA during the times of my active trafficking.
My doctors at the ER at St. Paul’s commited medical fraud by lying on the reasoning for my form. I had a genuine concern of a foreign body, publically posted online, and they ignored it, locked me in a room with no food, water, or hygiene products despite being fully calm, and mentally online. I wrote “All trafficking rapists must die” on the room wall since they turned off the buttons and wouldn’t let me out, even to pee, and they didn’t explain what was happening or what a form a is, or what my legal rights are.
They moved me to this hospital, the only doctor here has nothing but one star reviews and after a week I still only saw her 10 minutes on day one.
They do not listen to anything I say and keep upping my dose of drugs that I don’t need and I can’t get out of bed today because of it. They are trying to force it more. I can hardly stay awake. This is a crime against humanity and any nurse or guard that enforces this is complicit.
I do not need psychiatric help through a facility. I have Autism, ADHD, and CPTSD– not psychosis of ANY kind. They are saying I have unspecified psychosis which isn’t even a real diagnosis and they’re basing it on one symptom, wanting to figure out why my body sets off a RF scanner. Additionally, they have uprooted my entire life. Me going to the emergency room, and scanning my car and apartment for hidden cameras and trackers, isn’t disruptive to my life, its how I survived multiple kidnapping attempts and rape.
Dr. W and The Dube Center RUH are making it easier for my enemies and stalkers to discredit my testimony, and re-traffick me. The doctor is incredibly racist and so is this establishment.
I do not need medications. I need justice and money.
I am not unwell, I am not psychotic, I am not a child. I am well aware of everything around me. I do not need supervision. My faculties are online 100 percent.
How dare you do this to me, after I survived multiple kidnapping attempts, drowning, electric shock, and multiple decades of drugging and rape. You are complicit. If you read this and do nothing, you are conlmplicit? Have any of the men I mentioned, or on the list or in the emails, been held in jail or a hospital? How dare you.
I am the one who needs protection here. There is no legal basis to prove that I need supervision, and I have never been a danger to myself or others. They are causing me to deteriorate, each day they escalate the drugs against my will and will not allow me to talk to the real doctor. Not that she strikes me as competent. All she has are one star reviews online of how she harmed and didn’t help her patients.
I asked to be a voluntary patient and I asked for a complete assessment for Autism, Cptsd, and ADHD. They said no at RUH. Before I went to St. Paul, I made an appt through Astoria counseling for those assessments, because I feared a false psychosis diagnosis when I went to the ER presenting with foreign bodies inside of me. Crazy people don’t know they are crazy, and they don’t know they could eventually be seen as that, and they don’t have the executive functioning to prevent medical gas lighting.
You should be ashamed to work in law or medicine.
This is mental, emotiobal, and physical rape. This is abuse. This is endangering my mental and physical health. Every day longer they hold me against my will, I slip further into depression, and drug induced stupor– which is their goal right?
Fuck you rapists and traffickers.
You will be held accountable. You will release me. You will pay me.
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